Yesterday I met someone with almost the same depth and passion I have, we enjoyed talking and sharing life experiences for I don't know exactly how long. This is the beauty of absolute emotional resonance.
Partly, I attributed our warmth in each other's company (even for that very brief initial moment of meeting) to our common denominator of our youth's deeply embedded spirituality. I am overwhelmingly awed in my thoughts that indeed this could maybe be the time of God's promise: meet "my" people.
Life has been pretty lonely lately, especially that I have not been able to completely move on yet from the passing of the most famous and sweetest couple the land has ever had. Who would ever know that they be the ones who would break the "love template", which resulted in humongous devastation and heartbreaks.
I was caught by surprise in finding out the turn of events. Grabe, sobrang naging grabe ang epekto. They got more popular as a couple now that they have returned home, gone to where they truly belong. Love remains, and will definitely do, to be the most amazing thing that will surprise us. And this is just the beginning, I think. Papunta pa lang tayo sa most exciting part.
Going back to my new-found friend. She is relatively young, as is most of my soul tribe, and thus, very ideal when it comes to her relationship goal, not only in effect of the social construct but mainly because it is what it should be. And I bleed this early for her due to that idealism that I could just but secretly sigh and offer her my prayer of "sana nga." May her dream come true albeit the needed info of the knowledge of the self and what love really is.
Not everything is meant to be said. We wait for God's timing or we disrupt the natural growth meant for an individual. "A soul has its own rhythm." Love does not impose nor pressure. It makes space for people. Hindi ipinipilit ang pag-ibig bagkus ito inuunawa/umuunawa at ay nagbibigay laya. Pag ganyan, natatapos ang usapan ng may peace of mind. Everything is well that ends well.
(Posting this finally after a very long time. Took me over a year yata. Sorry..🥺)
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